Poor Rudy the hurt squirrel 😢🐿🐿😢
Oct 17, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezeiQLKDy10

this is my story and welcome to it
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I wanna like make up like Nonna trapa
away that the Cavs can't get him
I'll bet you one of the stupid cats go
down
human pain
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scared
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let's just leave him we are we are
starting our day I promise I'm starting
with a little bit of it start with a
little bit of excitement
oops
we have a hurt squirrel right by our
house and even though we don't have
animals our hearts automatically go out
to animals so my kids are so upset they
there is a hurt baby and it's okay honey
it's okay he's gonna be okay well honey
you guys we'll check on him when we come
back okay look he's going back into the
garbage can area so he'll be okay okay
go on buddy go back to the parent go on
go on go eat your nuts
okay he's gonna go eat his dinner okay
anyways boy we had such an eventful
morning yeah woman needs to get my
seatbelt on and we need to haul booty
because my daddy's probably already
halfway to the lot yeah anyways so we
had a very eventful morning as you can
see we don't like seeing animals suffer
doesn't matter what kind of animal it is
our hearts go out to animals so I think
our kids got that from us because
they're just like we don't wanna leave
the animal it's a little squirrel
anyways um what an eventful morning we
had this morning we have a lot of
back-and-forth dropping vehicles off at
the lot
from there we are I'm gonna be looking I
I think we have decided that we might be
moving so we're going to start looking
you know our neighborhood is an amazing
neighborhood I love it but I don't like
our neighbors if that makes any sense
the neighborhood is beautiful but the
neighbors some of them can be pretty
nasty ugly so we are talking and we're
just kind of filling things out this was
already something we have been
discussing because like I has shared
with you guys in the past we don't have
a backyard in our friend in our house
that we live in now our house we don't
have a backyard and when we moved in I
think cuz I was so like I wanted to live
in West Salem I didn't care what we were
gonna have to sacrifice to get ourselves
over the bridge but clearly it has been
a big sacrifice and not just not not for
me but for my kids and especially since
now we have brought two more babies into
this world one of them
Omar is an outside lover like he is just
all about nature and so to him it kills
him when we go places and he can't play
and it breaks my heart because it's like
no I want my baby to be outside and you
know I want all my kids to be outside
breathing fresh air and you know I get
to sit out back with them and let the
and you know have a good time and just
you know but we haven't been able to
experience that because we don't have a
backyard and so we've already been
discussion table of you know here within
the near future we would like to find
somewhere where there is a backyard and
we can get a play set for the kids and
know the screw Landshut although this
girl's not going to go to this guy he'll
be ok we're going to make some calls to
the couple vets and pet doctors and see
if one of them can come out and take a
look at maybe capture him and try and
fix his leg again better but anyways so
yeah okay let mama talk for a minute so
anyway so it's been on the discussion
table but I you know we were talking
more towards like the end of spring
beginning a summer would be when we were
you know ready to to make the plunge of
move but I think it might happen sooner
and that's fine I mean we're totally
game with that but I definitely want to
do it before it starts getting really
nasty weather-wise hold on Omar
because I just don't want to deal with
having to move in the rain but when we
moved here to this house that were in
now uh we moved right in the middle of
Ramadan a low plane but it wasn't we
moved right in the middle of Ramadan if
you don't know what Ramadan is Ramadan
is when you fast from sunup to sundown
for thirty days in a period of of the
year and we when we moved in Ramadan was
going on in June and July sorry and so
we were he all he was fasting I was not
because I was pregnant but he was
fasting and it was a hundred and four
degrees now mind you you can't eat you
can't drink nada
can go in your mouth when you're fasting
and I will never forget that when we
were moving it was 104 degrees and by
for husband my amazing husband did most
all the moving we did hire a moving
company to help us because clearly he
could not lift obviously the beds by
himself and
tables and stuff and I couldn't because
I'm pregnant at that point so there was
no chances of me being able to help at
all so we did hire and it was it wasn't
very bad he was like 250 and that
included the moving truck and everything
so that wasn't bad and they came in and
helped like I mean they took down beds
they put beds back up I mean it was it
really did make him moving pretty uh
pretty nice so that was a wonderful
thing but uh anyways so that probably
will be the case again you know when
that time comes but it's just something
definitely we are now really considering
just because of some things that have
changed in our dynamics of life in
neighborhood and we just you know we
need to think about ourselves and our
family and our business and everything
else that kind of comes along with the
territory and so yeah we I think are
really seriously contemplating the movie
mouth and
sorry oh and smack-dab in front of a
semi-truck hmm
smart Amy smart solder we had that
conversation going on this morning you
know I am so happy that you guys gave me
the best it's the best feedback that I
needed to hear you guys are amazing and
I appreciate as my drug is shooting out
everywhere I'm trying to take pills and
my like turn drink okay Amy so anyways I
could not be more grateful for the
amount of support you guys have given me
through the last couple of days and I
appreciate it so much and because of the
amount of support that I have received
and the messages that I have received it
makes me
100% what I am doing is exactly what I
should be doing and that my passion
isn't something that is a waste of
somebody's time you know and that makes
me feel good because I really
contemplated the whole am I just wasting
my time and my wasting people's time and
my boring am I not making sense you know
I know people want to come on here and
see nothing but happiness and positivity
and you know a me can't always be happy
and positive I do my very very best but
you know I also want to bring my
authentic self to you guys because I
don't want to put on a face that's not a
real face if I'm struggling one day I
want you guys to know it again like you
guys have all said you have so many
people that are listening to you and
want to hear you be your true self if
you feel like crying cry if you feel
like laughing laugh if you feel like
just having a small vlog because you
just don't have a lot of words to say
have a small talk but checking in and
saying hey I am thinking about all of
you and I know all of you are thinking
about me that's what makes everything
different and that's what clearly just
made me feel so good last night I went
to bed and I slept such an amazing
amount of time I got some really good
sleep and I woke up this morning with
such a different aspect of our Channel
and it just it really defined my
feelings
it just reassured me that I know what I
want I know what I'm doing is what you
guys want and I'm gonna continue I'm not
going anywhere no no no I will be but I
will be vlogging every single day I love
doing it I really want to learn more
about vlogging I think that you know
sometimes I
I don't blog enough sometimes I think
that you know there's aspects of my life
that I want to share but I forget to
pull my you know my phone out or
sometimes you know it I will be doing
something and I'll forget I don't have
my job on so I'm like oh crap I can't
you know I can't pull my phone out and
do a you know some vlogging because they
don't have any coverage which of course
that would make it a million times
easier if I did not have to work at a
job because then we could just pull my
phone up and be like wherever you know
but that's not the case and that's okay
I'm totally accepting of that you know
and I would never change that but you
know it's just getting everything in
comfor ability and not just comfortable
'ti but just making it a habit a habit
of a me when you're when you're doing
stuff vlog it make make it fun and
that's what Amy's gonna do and that's
what Amy wants to do and so yeah I am
pumped to see that this is gonna work
and I need to stop fixating on the
numbers I need to stop worrying about
when people unsubscribe to me or when
people subscribe to me am i grateful
hell yeah I'm grateful when I get
subscribers because I want to have new
people joining all the time because I
think that that's an amazing opportunity
for all of us to be able to continue to
bring up the positivity and make a
strong connection with each other so
yeah I want to
people constantly coming I'm so happy
about when people unsubscribe to me and
he's not fixating on that being like
well what am I doing wrong am I not
doing good enough you know is it you
know am I too boring am I not you know
talking about the right things and
somebody did say you know sometimes
people are just for weight loss so you
know your channel is a kind of a various
channel it's everything it goes from
your day to your weight loss to you know
your craft corner and some people just
really are for that and so they move on
to the next thing because you know they
that's really what they're looking for
and it doesn't make me a bad person it's
just not the channel that they're
looking for and that's also it that's
okay it doesn't mean I'm a bad vlogger
or that I'm not doing the right job or
you know whatever it might be and so
yeah I have to remind myself of that and
stop looking at the numbers that is my
biggest biggest mistake is I will go up
and I'll be like Oh where's my numbers
today and I'll look and I'll be down
like three numbers and I'm like oh my
god what am i doing like why why are you
people leaving my channel like I want to
like fish them and go back and try and
catch them and you know and then I start
beating myself up and I allow like all
these negative thoughts to realm through
like you know I want my channel to be a
big channel and you know I want to see
my numbers as big as some of these other
youtubers and then I play the whole oh
this youtuber doesn't do this but I do
so why are their channels growing and
mine's not growing and they must be
better the Veii youtuber than me
you know somebody said well you know
quality is better than quantity and I
heard that yesterday from one of my subs
and then I heard it from my physical
therapist she did wasn't talking about
you to be she was talking about my
physical like being able to do exercises
and stuff and she's like you know if you
can't do as many as what's on the paper
you know quality is better the quantity
and I'm like I looked at her and I said
you know what is the second time I have
heard that phrase today maybe I need to
use that more in my own daily life that
quality is better than quantity and if
I'm gonna put up a good video and I'm
gonna show you guys my real authentic
life that is what matters and you know
quality is better than quantity even in
numbers you know and my subs even if I
have five you know subscribers well
those five are gonna get an amazing
daily vlog because they're gonna see the
true me they're gonna see what we do on
a daily they're gonna see what I
struggle through what I go through what
my goods are what my beds are everything
you know and if I have a million
subscribers well then those million
subscribers are gonna see the same thing
because I'm not gonna change who I am to
try and better out people because every
youtuber has their own strengths and
their own weaknesses and mine is I have
a lot of self-conscious issues of am i
doing good enough am i I'm always
questioning my quality because I see so
many people and so many you know
youtubers with such higher numbers it
just sometimes it's like ah what am I
doing wrong
but I know I'm not doing anything wrong
I know I'm doing everything I'm supposed
to do so oh my god did I go to the wrong
spot hold on you guys I thought because
Ollie and I left at different times so I
assumed he would have been here at his
lot before me and I got here and he's
not here and I'm thinking well I know we
talked about two places we were supposed
to go today and I had the wrong one
yeah he's already at the other place so
I called him and no he's like no no
you're supposed to be at the yard I'm
like okay boy honey what huh the what
where all the animal okay well we'll see
okay we'll see when we get home we'll
see if he's still there yeah oh yeah
daddy brought him peanuts out yes yeah
so anyways I just want to thank you guys
all from the bottom of my heart you guys
are amazing
I appreciate you all you know yes honey
no I don't have peanuts but I just want
to thank you for just the encouragement
and the the the whole thing about you
know pushing on and okay that's right
you need to hold on a minute okay if
you're gonna keep talking to me like
that we're gonna have a consequence then
you need to stop stop stop
I will check in with you in a little bit
because I know you guys we brought the
the scroll to a place is called heart
Turtle Ridge Wildlife Center he was
still really bad when we got home he was
still hiding but now there was a cat
sitting right next to it and I was just
like only I can't like my kids are in
the back crying because they you're
afraid that the girl's gonna get hurt
and you know so um oh you made a couple
calls and the vet gave us this number
and it's a place where they will nurture
him back to health and get him
all back to his way that he's supposed
to be and then we're gonna ask if we can
come and pick him up and release him
back into our neighborhood where his
family would I'm sure b-but it just
breaks my heart that he wasn't feeling
very good so I think this is a good
thing they'll give him some medicine I'm
sure to help with the pain of his legs
you could tell his legs hurt really bad
so anyways it's a nice little place I
mean I never knew there there was a
place over here but there is so anyways
that's what we're doing now is dropping
little Rudy off I named him his name is
Rudy and hoping that he gets the help
that he needs but anyways yeah and then
okay so back to what we were talking
about about the whole movie in situation
so I think what we're gonna do first is
we're gonna just really start looking
for a lot for only first before we move
because we need you know we need to put
our when you put our stuff in order and
clearly if he can get a lot then we'd be
able to sell a lot more but he needs a
place with an actual in actual office so
that's what we're gonna start looking
for is just office spaces with lots so
that he can open up an actual car lot
that's the that's the prank goal here
and then once we do that then definitely
we're gonna still be planning to move no
matter what but I think I misunderstood
the conversation this morning I thought
he was indicating for us to move but he
was like no we need to move the business
to where I can have an actual like
office with facility and the lot at the
same place
so it's understandable I get it so
anyways that's what we're doing I don't
think we're gonna do that today it's
getting kind of late it's already 4:45
and as far as clearly asleep back there
we do not want the other one to fall
asleep because then we will be up all
night so I think we're just gonna get
Rudy off to --safe Ville and then go
from there so anyways hope you guys are
having a wonderful afternoon it's been a
beautiful beautiful one here in fact
it's 76 degrees here it was 80 down a
little bit lower into town
beautiful weather too though just
beautiful weather and this place is just
but anyways yeah I don't know exactly
what the plan is but I do know that I am
craving Chinese food so bad I don't know
what my problem is
but I am running Chinese food like no
other I have not had Chinese food in how
many ever weeks I've been doing this I
have not touched Chinese food so I don't
know I might give in to my craving
tonight and have it what I let you guys
down
I'm really wanting it what's all over my
face
but clearly you have no clue what's on
my face but yeah maybe it was toothpaste
but that would have been quite
embarrassing had I gone all day with
toothpaste all my face Oh anyway so I'm
not sure exactly what we're gonna do for
dinner bye
so my husband's not my husband's not a
big fan of Chinese food like healy Panda
Express but that's not what I money I'm
money like the real deal I don't know I
don't know I dunno but we'll see I'll
let you guys know what we end up doing
for dinner there was not and I knew I
will fill you in
as soon as I know she's awake mean gosh
today was a remarkable day a remarkable
day from the beginning all the way to
the end it was such an amazing day by
far I will say today husband a really
good day mine my kids they're not
behaving the best right now I don't make
sure you know this because it's part of
my my DIY stuff can't say you cannot say
turning that way just a moment till I
figure out what I'm doing here um
anyways yeah it was just a really good
day there's a lot of potential good
things that might be in store for us I
just you know I don't want to knock it
til we know but it's definitely
something I'm really hoping comes
through so I am just really hoping obey
the things work out the way that we want
them to work out
we'll find out more as you know time
goes by which I will definitely keep you
guys in the loop because you guys are
all just amazing people that want
nothing but the best for me and for our
family and that's always a plus that's
always nothing um so anyways but yeah I
am just I'm doing really good today
today it's been a really good day we had
a lot of things that we got done
accomplished but it is nearing the end
of the evening the kids are getting
cranky
bedtime is upon us evil um so that's
always a that's always a plus on my
bedtime time um
I cannot wait to show you guys this DIY
you can't show it to you guys right now
um I just don't even know how to move it
okay I got it I got a shift dish around
um but anyways I just can't get over
everything that you guys have all said
to me it's just amazing you guys are the
reason that I continued doing YouTube
because you guys are just awesome
awesome awesome people awesome awesome
um update on mr. Rudy squirrel so we got
him into the wildlife place they are
awesome awesome people let me tell you I
am so excited that we found this place I
really feel like they're gonna do Rodie
some goodness and give him a really fair
chance they said that Hugh doesn't look
that bad he you know they said his leg
definitely you know it was a little eat
but he's not bad
they said that he'll be fine he'll he'll
make it through they're gonna pamper him
up and
a nice warm little bed for him and they
were gonna put some IVs in him and stuff
and it's just awesome so I'm so glad
that there's people out there for that
type of stuff because honestly my heart
was literally broken today when I see
that and then when I came home and the
stupid cat was right there on the prowl
like we're we're gonna get dinner
tonight
children yeah well thanks to mama bear
over here
I took their dinner away because mr.
Rudy was not gonna be sirloin tips
tonight for the kiddies so I am glad
that we came home at the right time
because the cat was like right there
just like waiting with his chumps oh
like come and get me
so I can get you and mr. Rudy was out
that's why I didn't understand sec what
are you doing you know you trying to
commit suicide here so we got him in a
box and got him all squared away and he
just took the nice little Drive with us
and got him to a safe place and then the
really cool thing is they're going to
let us know when they are gonna release
him back into the wild which they're
gonna release him back over here in his
habitat just because you know I mean
who's to say that his family's not here
somewhere so we want to definitely keep
him you know cuz all I even asked him
like is there any way that we can come
back and pick him up and release him
they're like no no we can do that it's
not a big deal but they're gonna let us
know so we get to watch when they
release him so that's that's cool I'm
really excited just as long as I can
keep the stinking cat away I don't know
why like it bothers me because like you
know I get it cats run around and that's
their that's their thing that's how they
get their food and I get it it's the way
the world works but it doesn't always
feel good when you see something biting
out his chomps wanting my friend Rudy
and my poor children sitting right there
witnessing it all crying we don't want
Rudy to be bit
Mike you guys rudy is not going to die
Rudy's in good hands
so yeah with after all that excitement
I'm sorry I'm just putting stuff away as
I'm talking to you guys um after all
that fun excitement we um came home and
I did end up having dinner um which I
told you I was gonna show you what I ate
well my phone was dead
so um because I was filming another
Tuesday corner so ain't get to show you
guys but we went to a place called Nancy
well I didn't go my husband wouldn't
pick tebab it's called Nancy's place our
Nancy's burgers I don't know but anyways
so I had a hamburger few fries it was
really good
tasted well did exactly what I needed it
to do and that was to ease my hunger and
feed my craving with no guilt at all
because you know oh
we're human and we all like a little
food sometimes so that's what I did
um so anyway so I had that for dinner
and then what was it excuse me um I just
did another craft corner Tuesday so I'm
really excited and what else I think
that's it
there wasn't a whole lot of not a whole
lot of details today but I am excited to
show you guys what I made so cute
but anyways other than that that was
really you guys seen most of it while I
was driving so I'm gonna cut this part
short just because I need to get babies
in the bath and get them ready for bed
because it is clearly bedtime it is 8
o'clock so anyways I hope you guys enjoy
this vlog today I hope
had a wonderful day today sweet dreams
and I'll talk to you guys tomorrow bye
